I FUCKING LOVE THE SUMMER!!

I love the summer! the warmer it gets the more bbq's, partys, drinking, and ladies wearing less clothing. Im so fucking juiced!! oh wait i forgot im in north carolina where lame ass just sit around on there porches drinking sweet tea and picking fucking goobers!! I wish I could live my whole summer in california and just come back to north carolina when school is started and shit like that! OMG I HELLA HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!! I wanna get drunk, high as shit, and sleep with some random person and not remember it the next day. that is the summer of champions my friend!! that was the greatest summer of my life before I moved! life fucking blows. everyone get together and by me a plain ticket home WORD!!

I Don't Get it! Break it Down for me Please!!

Okay so I know this is gonna sound kinda stupid but I really need to vent. Im on the space de la my and I am just kinda looking at everyones profile seeing what everyone is up to and dude I dont get it. why does it seem like everyones life is like 3908472084 times better than mine. im doing all the right things, im going to school im working im doing all the things I need to do, and yet why is it the people who get pregnant straight outta high school or get married and arent going to school. why does it look like they're doing so much better than I am in reguards to life. I know everyone says "what you're doing will pay off in the end" but for fuck sake can I get a taste of how good life is now. I am not saying I want instant gradification, but I want something saying that gives me a sign a hint that everything is going in the right direction. I mean jesus christ. okay im done im over it I am good now!

The School of Hard Knocks

So I went down to the school today and I went in to pay for my courses, the lady looked at me and said "you going to get straight A's this semester like you did last semester. and I said well I did last semester so let us up. I am so excited to start school again, I am such a nerd. I am so close to my goal in finishing up dating my nursing degree, I can taste it. I can't wait until the 20th when I start school.

I Don't Get It!

Okay so the other day I called my boss to see if he had gotten my note, then he said I needed to come in so we can talk. then he tells me that he cant afford us getting auditted so he lets me go. BUT GET THIS! 2 weeks prior to that another person came in 45 mins late for a meeting, when the same person that was late said that the meeting had a hard start time of 6'oclock. Then after the meeting he goes to the manager saying it was disrespectful to start the meeting without him, and then he says suspend me fire me whatever I am leaving. but that guy still has his job and I don't I mean I dont get it. You can cuss out the GM and still have a job but for auditting purposes, I dont. I am kinda glad I dont work there anymore, it's a popularity contest.

Frustrated

I feel like I am trying so hard with my new job, I don't want to go to the meeting and have them bad mouth me. I can't lose this job if I do I will be having to move back to california and back to being loveless I don't know what I am going to do. I don't want the help from the same people who bad mouth me, they say that its not like everyone is going to be ganging up on me and I alreadyknow that's how it is going to feel I just wanna break down and cry